110: appallogetic

how on earth can you not remember somethIng so IMPORTANT?
i'm sorry, should i make this more INTERESTING for you?
you meAn you didn't UNDERSTAND me the first time?
why are you making so many CARELESS Mistakes?
why didn't you write down another REMINDER?
why can't you just Start paying ATTENTION?
you know yOu're just giving EXCUSES right?
i just TOLD you - weren't you listening?
what do you mean you LOST it again?
isn't it yOur FAULT for not focussing?
did that slip youR MIND as well?
is my CLASS too dull foR you?
do i bore You THAT much?

all ways
always
i tie together
assumptions
interrogations
disappointments
with an infinite string of
vincible but not invisible apology,
for
forever 
for ever 
being at the edge
of my
tongue
memory
potential
be-
cause
ijustdon'tmeantobeso

d i s t r a c t e d

---

scrapped:

how on earth can you not remember somethIng so IMPORTANT?
i'm sorry, should i make this more INTERESTING for you?
you meAn you didn't UNDERSTAND me the first time?
why are you making so many CARELESS Mistakes?
why didn't you write down another REMINDER?
why can't you just Start paying ATTENTION?
you know yOu're just giving EXCUSES right?
i just TOLD you - weren't you listening?
what do you mean you LOST it again?
isn't it yOur FAULT for not focussing?
did that slip youR MIND as well?
is my CLASS too dull foR you?
do i bore You THAT much?

from girl to grownup
from aloof to abnormal
from insensible to insensitive
from eccentric to exasperating
i tie together
assumptions
interrogations
disappointments
with an infinite string of
vincible but not invisible apology,
for
forever 
for ever 
being at the edge
of my
tongue
memory
potential
all ways
always
be-
cause
ijustdon'tmeantobeso
d i s t r a c t e d

---

scrapped:

how could you not remember somethIng so IMPORTANT?
i'm sorry, should i make this more INTERESTING for you?
you meAn you didn't UNDERSTAND me the first time?
why are you making so many CARELESS Mistakes?
why didn't you write down another REMINDER?
why can't you just Start paying ATTENTION?
you know yOu're just giving EXCUSES right?
i just TOLD you - weren't you listening?
what do you mean you LOST it again?
isn't it yOur FAULT for not focussing?
did that slip youR MIND as well?
is my CLASS too dull foR you?
do i bore You THAT much?

from girl to grownup
from aloof to abnormal
from eccentric to exasperating
i tie strings of
accusations
assumptions
disappointments
with an infinite thread of
invicible but not invisible apology
forever at the edge
of my
tongue
mind
heart
all ways
allways
always
because
i
re al ly
do n 't mea n
to b e
so
d i str act e d