Yay or nay?
Together or away?
Temporary or stay?
Because
Time keeps ticking
Sighs keep building
Heads keep turning
Hearts keep cracking
but you
in your own expansive expensive expressive world
You exist persist resist at your own pace with a nonchalant face in your suspended space
Where people need to climb into your head in order to earn the ability to breathe your atmosphere and
Where people need to follow the wobbly tracks of your train of thoughts that may or may not lead to somewhere and
You think you can twist and move around the limbs of people you hold dear to you
Put voices into your subjects
As you become the puppetmaster as well as the audience
For your own amusement
At our pitiful expense
This however simply won't do.
I will snip the strings you have tied to my hands and legs
I will close my ears and heart from believing the uncertain untruths resonating from your vocal chords
I will bleach away your smiles and laughs and the times you made me do both
Because all i am is another test subject of a potential F+ experiment
And i have too much to lose
And i have a lot more to gain
And i will no longer want you to be by my side
I will no longer want you
This isn't about running away.
This is about knowing there's no more reason to stay.
And that's okay.
2016-09-27
Together or away?
Temporary or stay?
Because
Time keeps ticking
Sighs keep building
Heads keep turning
Hearts keep cracking
but you
in your own expansive expensive expressive world
You exist persist resist at your own pace with a nonchalant face in your suspended space
Where people need to climb into your head in order to earn the ability to breathe your atmosphere and
Where people need to follow the wobbly tracks of your train of thoughts that may or may not lead to somewhere and
You think you can twist and move around the limbs of people you hold dear to you
Put voices into your subjects
As you become the puppetmaster as well as the audience
For your own amusement
At our pitiful expense
This however simply won't do.
I will snip the strings you have tied to my hands and legs
I will close my ears and heart from believing the uncertain untruths resonating from your vocal chords
I will bleach away your smiles and laughs and the times you made me do both
Because all i am is another test subject of a potential F+ experiment
And i have too much to lose
And i have a lot more to gain
And i will no longer want you to be by my side
I will no longer want you
This isn't about running away.
This is about knowing there's no more reason to stay.
And that's okay.
2016-09-27
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